Not sure.

I'm in a place of uncertainty right now. It's when a goal that you've set looks so different from what you thought. Or many goals. And it feels different. Than what you thought. I'm so proud that I'm learning to see the good in everything and that I'm learning to trust even those times when I give up. I trust the giving up. I think I'm a happier person. My house is not as clean. My clothes, not as pressed. My event calendar, full, but not as scattered. If I can just get past this little hump. I know there is a certainty on the other side. If I'm honest, I have always been a nonbeliever in absolute certainty. So why I'm looking for it right now is, actually, beyond me!